Matthew 26:75
And Peter remembered the words of Jesus…
Forgetfulness of God, of his works, of his words, and of his law, of
his revealed mind and will, is often the cause of sin; and a
remembrance of things is necessary to the recovery of a fallen or
backsliding professor; as, of what he is fallen from, of the love
and kindness of God formerly shown to him, of his evil ways and
works he is fallen into, and of the words and truths of Christ he
has been very indifferent unto and lukewarm about:
which said unto him, before the cock crow,
or is done crowing,
thou shalt deny me thrice;
which he was put in mind of on hearing
the cock crow. So by one means, or another, sometimes by some
remarkable providence, and sometimes by the ministry of the word,
God is pleased to alarm and awaken sleepy professors, backsliding
believers, and remind them of their condition and duty, and restore
them by repentance, as he did Peter:
and he went out;
of the high priest's palace, either through fear,
lest he should be seen weeping, and be suspected; or rather through
shame, not being able to continue where his Lord was, when he had so
shamefully denied him; as also to leave the company he had got into,
being sensible he was wrong in mingling himself with such, and
thereby exposed himself to these temptations; as well as to vent his
grief in tears privately:
and wept bitterly;
being thoroughly sensible what an evil and bitter
thing the sin was, he had been guilty of: his repentance sprung from
Christ's looking upon him, and from his looking to Jesus, and was
truly evangelical: it was a sorrow after a godly sort, and was
increased by the discoveries of Christ's love unto him; and was
attended with faith in him, and views of pardon through him: the
Persic version adds, "and his sin is forgiven"; which, though not in
the text, yet is a truth; for Peter's repentance was not like
Cain's, nor Esau's, nor Judas's; it was not the repentance of one in
despair, but was a repentance unto life and salvation, which needed
not to be repented of.